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NOT DEAD+Sembreak

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 22, 2014, 9:33 AM


Yo! I know that I haven't done ANYTHING in dA for so long and I resent that so much. The first sem of college just ended (THANK GOD) and I have less than 16 days of rotten eggs to celebrate xD

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hello-SHINee X3
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood
  • Watching: my crappy writing coming to life
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Hi! Breaking news: I AM NOT DEAD!

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Mhay ghad

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 2, 2014, 5:18 AM


What the eff happened to deviantart? o_o

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hello-SHINee X3
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood
  • Watching: my crappy writing coming to life

anxiety on a personal note

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 31, 2014, 9:17 AM


Follow me on twitter or whatever does you fancy (Twitter poetry's good though, that I've discovered).: @ kriz_Sn

And to think being here in high school took a blow in my social and mental conditions, my experiences in uni has gone from bad to worse. My self-confidence has dropped substantially and my anxiety just turned haywire. The profs who thought I were a promise now think I'm a joke because of this, and seriously that's bad enough considering they know the course I'm taking (Psychology -_-). I've been stripped of coffee for almost a month (to lessen the impulse of my nerves and circulatory system when I get nervous) and now I know what extreme rehab feels like (yep--I'm literally a caffeine zombie without the caffeine. I used that word right, this is no metaphor). To make things worse, there's this bitch who feels like she's the smartest ass in the world but isn't. She picks on everyone but has devoured me most of the time (if not me, anyone else who stands out). I know I'm socially anxious but really people like her are the kind I overcame worrying about (progress, thank goodness), but she's been picking on a lot of my friends and it has gone far enough. Since my family and I plan for a better uni, punching her guts out isn't an option. Confronting her was rendered useless (she turns into this sort of puppy :/ ).

Somehow, my group of friends has made me feel a lot iffy about myself. They mean well, they really do (2 years isn't a waste of friendship) but lately they've been...how do I say this...doubtful? Nope. They deliver the kind of island feeling where I just feel so out of place and highly unwelcome. Probably it's due to my awkward nature but in any way it was just downright sad. Then one day I asked them what their problem was but the responses were various.

"We're teaching you how to be strong. It's why we act like snobs towards you sometimes. We're your friends and we care, that's why. We understand your anxiety but we also understand your need to conquer it. Just stand up."
"We're helping you learn how to cope with reality. You're not a baby anymore."
"Are you sure you're alright with us? Just remember that we're here for you."

Dang it :heart: It's different when there are friends like this. Makes uni less of a treacherous place to live in. No coffee though but it's all coping up.

So is it all good? Maybe

But while friends are blessings and enemies are curses, what does that make frenemies? I've had my spare of frenemies back then but this one I have in uni is just bizzare. One day we're like bffs and the next we hate each other to the core. One day we're laughing like there's no tomorrow, the next he back stabs me then I learn how to back stab him. He's the absolute gradation of a frenemy and it is just awkward. :/

Another thing: is it valid for me to say that I believe in a God but not religion? I respect people of various religious beliefs but when it comes to my relationship with God, I don't believe a religion is necessary for me to believe in him. Although my Theology prof disagrees, my belief still stands. Also, I stopped doing the sign of the cross altogether. I'm born a Roman Catholic but this has been a religious manurism I couldn't and can't sink my teeth into ever since the dawn of time. I do get the Holy Truine and the Three personas of God and all that jazz but when I think about it, this was how Nero persecuted the Jews and everyone else who believed in a Christian religion. Before crucifixion, people would do the sign of the cross in order to proceed with this cruel punishment. So why would I ask Christ to be crucified again? To save myself? He's a Savior of all, not a personal lifeboat. I am by no means religious and I know that a historical event isn't enough to defend my argument, but it still stands. I could go on and on about my reasons but I choose not to.

I did not say this just to brag and shit like that. I just want to let others know about this and, hopefully, let me know that I am not the only one who believes this.

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hello-SHINee X3
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood
  • Watching: my crappy writing coming to life

storm trooper

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2014, 12:56 PM


Our Theology prof is a headache. Do you really have to tell us that faith regardless of religion as a means of going to heaven 'water downs Christ'? I mean really what right do you have to say that? There is a Muslim in our block and she is perplexed (why are Muslim women beautiful ghaddangit it's crazy!). Religion is one thing, but saying that faith without doctrine is baseless and including Jesus in every argument as something to base belief upon and in Jesus alone does not define an open mind of intellect as you say it is. That doesn't even define openness!

shehrozeameen hey I'm callin' you brotha!

On that note, Typhoon Rammasun (Local name: Glenda) has struck my country and left us with 2 days and 3 nights of absolutely no electricity. Power just got back and we cannot be more thankful.

I really wish I could be active enough, but sadly that would rarely happen. All I can do is read poetry and prose while my inbox piles up. Terribly sorry but know that I love deviantArt more than anything <3

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hello-SHINee X3
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood
  • Watching: my crappy writing coming to life

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NOT DEAD+Sembreak

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 22, 2014, 9:33 AM


Yo! I know that I haven't done ANYTHING in dA for so long and I resent that so much. The first sem of college just ended (THANK GOD) and I have less than 16 days of rotten eggs to celebrate xD

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hello-SHINee X3
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood
  • Watching: my crappy writing coming to life

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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, honey. :heart:
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brokengod--veins Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so, so much! <3
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You're welcome! :heart:
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I rly hope you a had sweet birthday.
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Thank you! :hug:
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Happy Birthday! :cake: :hug:
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brokengod--veins Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks! <3
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Happy birthday! I hope you're having a wonderful day. :huggle:
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brokengod--veins Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much! ^^
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happy, happy birthday, love!!! hope you have a wonderful day :party::iconsuperglompplz::heart:
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